Post by nathaniel sanders toskala on Oct 18, 2008 19:46:14 GMT -3
born nathaneil toskala in a world much different then the one he now lives. things were much simplier and more controlled. a family outing changed his life forever. in the mirror his boyish face is innocent but there rests others soul. in a world where he shouldn't exist he'll live forever unless someone decides he isn't worthy.
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, i have friends in holy spaces .
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complete stranger i believe this may call for a proper introduction, don't you see?• friend of a friend i'm going to need you to keep time, just snap your fingers for me
• same clique to the street, down to our feet, loosing the feeling of feeling unique
• just met good, now we're making some progress, just tap your toes to the beat
• first name basis and don't you see, i'm the narrator and this is just the prolouge
• acquaintance for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a chance
• on and off make us hip, make us it, must us scene, or shrug us off your shoulders
• party friend we're still so young, and yes, we're still so desperate for attention
• drinking friend swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, we're still so young
• enemies turned friends and this is the part of breaking down in anyone's arms
• good friend we drove out to see las vegas, we lost ourselves in the bright lights
• close friend begging for change to get home, or at least san fransico, california
• confidant i listen to you cry, i listen to your secrets, i'm someone to believe you
• best friend this mix could burn a whole in anyone, but it was you i was thinking of
• partner in crime this is a warning, we're about to rock your world, don't you know?
• childhood friend allow me to exaggerate a memory or two, where summers last
• attached at the hip when nothing really mattered except for me to be with you
• inseperable you said you meant it and there's a piece of me in every second
• practically family they say that kid has got soul, i'm every where that you go, oh
• other half i'm bring sassy back, and i don't wanna hear about people i don't know
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, when i get home, you're so dead .
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go to hell i know it's mad, but if i go to hell will you come with me or just leave?• hardcore hatred watch your mouth because you just might swallow your tounge
• hatred with the way you've been talking, every word gets you a step closer to hell
• one sided hatred you know, you've never been so divine in accepting your defeat
• dislike oh, such torturous things always chewing up the only ones i ever mean
• one sided dislike forgive our sins, forged at the pulpit, as we're selling faux service
• backstabbed i'll even admit i was wrong as my final words before i'm dead and gone
• cheated on do you think of what you did? and how i hope to god he was worth it
• rivalry yes, i'm burning, and you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue
• friendly rivalry if you talk, you better walk, you better back your shit up with more
• friends turned enemies off the ceiling while i'm tucking my fibs into a cookie jar
• jealousy just stay where i can see you, douse the lights, we're in for a show
• envy but a dream, fantastic posing greed, we should feed our jewlery to the sea
• avoidance hiding as you talk to the mirror, choke back tears, keep telling yourself
• scared of this isn't just goodbye, this is i can't stand you, or those intense eyes
• intimidated just stop stalling, make a name for yourself, and charm your way out
• annoyance yeah, i'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
• indifference i bet to them your name is cheap, i bet to them you look like shit
• tolerance keep quiet, then we'll decide if it's done with purpose or lack thereof
• by association not so pleasent, and not so convential, sure as hell ain't normal
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, i think i got a thing for you .
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in love and you clicked your heels and wished for me through your playful lips• true love he looked like he was barely hanging on, but her eyes saved his life
• past love innocence, send for all your absent lover's things, and sheepish woes
• spouse she's the greatest thing that's yet to happen to me, imagine knowing me
• fiancée make me this promise, not to break my little heart or leave me all alone
• final sugarcane in the easy morning, weathervanes, my one and my lonely love
• current i'll be there when your heart stops beating, i'll be there for you always
• on and off dating dear you, tonight can we get ahead of ourselves? we needed this
• future i swear to shake it up, and i just aim to be your eyes, aim to be your eyes
• past, bad terms if you're going then go, go, go. if you're going then go, go, go
• past, good terms is it still me that makes you sweat? it's over with, anyway
• past, lingering feelings but little did she know, she just couldn't ever let me go
• high school sweethearts back to the street where we began feeling like lovers
• fling i don't love you, i'm just passing the time, you could love me if i knew how
• mutual crush compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright, you know
• one sided crush hey silly girl, think i've got a thing for you, i felt love in your eyes
• past crush i've a hotter touch, a better fuck, than anyone, sweetie, you had me
• friends with benefits am i who you think about in bed as the lights are dimming?
• enemies with benefits love deserving of, exchanging body heat in the back seat
• lust she's the steam laughing on the windowpanes, never-ending swaying haze
• physical attraction she's a pretty girl, her eyes have kept me hooked for days now
• make out buddies that girl had so much love, she'd want to kiss you all the time
• one night stand she's smoke, the lusted dancing swan diving off the deep end
• sexual tension let's get these teen hearts beating faster, those boys, those girls
• hot and cold i do recall, we were just getting to the part where the shock sets in
• flirting go spin circles for me, wound rentlessly around the words we used to sing
• fleeting glances i'm the new cancer, never looked better, and you can't stand it
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, when the day met the night .
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love-hate no, i ain't mad, because you know i understand, just like i always do• family the world has its shine, but you know that i would drop it on a dime for you
• future family i'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets
• mixed feelings you know, from that moment, you'll be out of place, underdressed
• bad influence picking up things we shouldn't read, looks like the end of history
• good influence much better to face these kinds of things with poise and rationality
• protective over you i never wanna go home, need to be here during your breakdown
• protective over natey come save me from walking off a window or i'll sleep in the rain
• respected take my time, i don't need any lies, because my moves are hot, don't stop
• admiration grab your hat and fetch a camera, you film the world before it happens
• stalker love, this is getting the best of me, and you were the one that started it all
• obsessive in my head, we made love by the ocean, and we laughed as i held you
• room mate you know, i got you, 'cause i know we both just like to have lots of fun
• band mate saying play me a song, it's been too long since i've heard you sing
• teacher/student i've been begging for answers that you and only you can give to me
• fellow student this is getting harder, and i can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
• co-worker and this is not the time or place to speak like this, let's go after work
• superior have some composure, where is your posture? oh, no, no. you're all wrong
• emotional support please hear me out, i wasn't born to be a skeleton, you know
• never spoken you will only hear of these elegant crimes, you - fall on your knees
• fake friends i never said i missed her when everybody kissed her, one to blame
• family friends strike up the band! the conductor is beckoning, sing like you meant
• mentor place where thoughts can bloom, a room where it's nine in the afternoon
• secret you know, we should probably take this just a day at a time, but we won't
• forbidden it's nine in the afternoon, your eyes are the size of the moon, you can
• other things are shaping up to be pretty odd, the little deaths in musical beds
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, this is my mixed tape for you .
[/color][/font][/center] so, the coding of this lovely plot page goes to sydknee says! of white
pages. but, she got inspiration from practically everywhere, and it
would take up three thousand words to write them all down. the lyrics
came from panic at the disco, panic! at the disco (so, they're the same
thing - but it's exclamation point and no exclamation point, okay?),
jack's mannequin, mayday parade (of course),. cobra starship, and
+44. the colors are from the lovely color blender. seriously, what
would we do without that thing? anyway, thanks a lot everybody. (:
and alright, here comes my rules. if i post in your plot, you better post
in mine, and vise versa. there are lots of choices to choose from up
there, so i don't want you copying everyone else, think of something
original and don't you dare say 'put me anywhere'. don't say 'go get
your own icons' because more than likely, i'm more lazy than you'll
ever be. and don't be stupid, if my character is in love with someone,
they probably aren't going to have a crush on you. lastly, i get final
say on everything. so, yeah.
[/font][/center]pages. but, she got inspiration from practically everywhere, and it
would take up three thousand words to write them all down. the lyrics
came from panic at the disco, panic! at the disco (so, they're the same
thing - but it's exclamation point and no exclamation point, okay?),
jack's mannequin, mayday parade (of course),. cobra starship, and
+44. the colors are from the lovely color blender. seriously, what
would we do without that thing? anyway, thanks a lot everybody. (:
and alright, here comes my rules. if i post in your plot, you better post
in mine, and vise versa. there are lots of choices to choose from up
there, so i don't want you copying everyone else, think of something
original and don't you dare say 'put me anywhere'. don't say 'go get
your own icons' because more than likely, i'm more lazy than you'll
ever be. and don't be stupid, if my character is in love with someone,
they probably aren't going to have a crush on you. lastly, i get final
say on everything. so, yeah.
